| Location | Airdrie |
| Age | 51 years |
| Cause of Death | Accident |
| Date of Birth | 05/01/1954 |
| Date of Death | 03/01/2006 |
| Visitors | 3,318 since 16/04/2008 |
| Creator |
Matthew Allen
3rd January 2006
51 years of age
Upperton,Airdrie
Wife and Stepson
Grandson
One brother,
Two sisters,
A son,A daughter
Tragic Accident January 2006
Matthew was my soulmate who was always there for me,and my life will never be the same without him.
I also should have died in that accident,but for some unknown reason,I survived.
Matt it has been so hard trying to cope without you,you were my "reason for living" "my everything",but I can hear your voice saying to me "keep your chin up,it will get better,i promise".
Some days are easier than others,one day I am able to talk about you without crying,other days I just crumble at the very mention of your name.
I wish you were here with me Matt,I just long to feel your arms around me,telling me "it's o.k. your just having a bad dream".
You are and will always be the "LOVE OF MY LIFE",it took me so long to find you Matt,and now you have "GONE".
Every second of every day feels like a lifetime Matt.
Please never forget me,and maybe,just maybe I will be with you once more.
All my love "FOREVER" to my wonderful husband, xxxx xxxx
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I would like to thank everyone who has given candles,gifts and thoughtful words to my husband's site.
This has been a very difficult four years for me,
I lost my mother,husband and brother in the space of 18 months.
It's my Matthew's Birthday tomorrow and also my brother John's Birthday too,they both shared birthdays on the 5th January,so that will be another difficult day for me to cope with.
Love and best wishes to everyone. xxxx xxxx
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I Won't Let You Go
Matt..............
..........Remember you saved my Life
Close your eyes,Just take my hand and hold it
You don't have to be alone,I Won't let you Go
I'll be here,not gone,forever,holding on..............
I will Love you till the day I die
Your heartbroken wife
Kay xxxx xxxx
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You left me all alone
By Christine
As it turns from light to dark
My friends are all sleeping
But me, I can’t go to sleep
I’m wide-awake weeping
Just the thought of when I lost you
Makes me oh so sad
I remember it like it was yesterday
I felt so horribly bad
Everything was fine
Well that was what I thought
I loved being around you
And all the happiness you brought
The hugs and the kisses
Were so perfect to me
The connection between us
Was so easy to see
We were so close
It was like we could count as one
But then we split up
It was over we were done
Now I wish you would take me back
I want us to be together
I guess what I want doesn’t matter anymore
To you it’s like whatever
It’s also so hard for me
To see you walking down the street
I start remembering so many memories
They’re so hard to defeat
Its like they come back to haunt me
Every once in a while
Every little thing about you
Even your beautiful smile
The thought makes me sad
It all makes me melt inside
These are the feelings that I feel for you
The ones I’ve been trying to hide
But I can no longer do it
It’s killing me so fast
I thought we had it good
But I guess it couldn’t last
I don’t know what went wrong
Maybe it was too good to be true
Not knowing makes me go insane
I don’t know what to do
It makes me burn up inside
I can’t fight it anymore
I try to build a wall
But it always finds a door
I can’t quite find the reason why
You left me anyway
I treated you so well
I was so sure you would stay
Now I can’t get you out of my head
I miss you very much
I miss you not being here with me
And I miss your gentle touch
You had such a nice body
Not to mention a good complexion
You were always so smart
I miss your perfection
You were very kind
You always walked me home
Now I walk by myself
You left me all alone
♥~~♥~~♥ Inside Your Heart ♥~~♥~~♥
,•’``’•,•’``’•,
’•,`’•,*,• `,•’
....`’•,,• ’.
Your loved ones are all around
They're ever where with you
,•’``’•,•’``’•,
’•,`’•,*,• `,•’
....`’•,,• ’.
They'll help you go on with life
Until your time is through
,•’``’•,•’``’•,
’•,`’•,*,• `,•’
....`’•,,• ’.
Although your days seem dark now
They're still there to comfort you
,•’``’•,•’``’•,
’•,`’•,*,• `,•’
....`’•,,• ’.
Just look inside you heart
Thats all you need to do
,•’``’•,•’``’•,
’•,`’•,*,• `,•’
....`’•,,• ’.
Copyright© Ingrid Aspey 8/4/10
♥ ♥ ♥ Goodnight Sweet Dreams ♥ ♥ ♥
♥
♥
*~~~* Two Twinkling Stars *~~~*
I looked up to the sky last night
and saw two twinkling stars,
I thought about the distance
of Jupiter and Mars.
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I thought how far was heaven
was it further than these two
I wondered just how far it was
to Gods garden and to you.
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I know one day I'll find out
just how far I'll need to travel,
I know that God one day for me
this mystery will unravel
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Until that day I'll miss you
every hour that I live through
I'll miss you till the day
comes that I'll finally be with you.
Copyright© Ingrid Aspey
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Love Ingrid xx
A GOOD MAN.
You made us all laugh
In happness in path
A great man wishing all the best
Teaching us all with love and bless
The family you hold deep inside
Never a let down always beside
Comfort and care
Matt you were always there.
from gary . miss you heaps Dad xxxxxxxx. my words from my heart,you said all the time i should be a poet,i miss you.xxxx
xxxx Angel Of Healing xxxx
Your Loving Guardian Angel walks with you, the angels up above, have sent two loving wings and they're enfolding you with love. The Love will give you Strength and try to banish all your pain, Your Loving Guardian Angel's there to help to make you happy again ** Author Unknown** Sent with love for you Kay,always in my thoughts xxxx
For my uncle Matt xx
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___*hug*_______THINK ING________*hug*____
____*hug________OF YOU ________hug*_____
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We took our vows together
Said, "Till death do us part",
But when God came and took your hand
My whole world fell apart.
No one knows the heartache
I try so hard to hide,
Only God knows how many times
I've broken down and cried.
When I look back upon our lives
One of the things that makes me glad,
That you chose me to share with you
The precious years we had.
author unknown
Picture Frame
When you look into a picture,
of your loved one that's deceased
The one that shared your life with you.
The one who's now at peace.
You look upon that picture
with a sense of disbelief
A sense of incredulity -
for you - there is no release.
For you there is no answer
that can truly satisfy
the hot salty, water
that's now welling in your eyes.
You reach out and touch
the image, that you see.
They look so vibrant, so alive
Ah, but that's the trick, you see.
Because pictures are illusions,
of months and years gone by.
An optical illusion
that tricks a blinking eye.
If a picture can retain a body
Then why can't they stay alive?
Why can't they reach out
and touch you? to tell you they've
survived?
You want them back the way they where,
when you touch their picture in a frame.
But remember that one day,
you will be where they are just the same
as your loved ones feel the pain;
Of you within a picture frame...
{c} 2006
Wayne Leon Learmond
Thinking of you Kay. xx

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